All right there are times when the mind knows it should act rational but it can't. This is one of them. The Patriots lost the Super Bowl. And while I'm frustrated and ready to shake my hand at the fickle gods looking down I know I should realize that in the big picture, it doesn't amount to a hill of beans that the lost. Why? Cause it's more important to realize you should be thankful that a friend's child has the chance to live healthy with a new heart; and that your brother is still here to watch the game with you after 2 plus years of fighting cancer and more; and that even though she drives you crazy you still have a parent kicking around at 86, and that you're around to help a niece get through a crappy day; and that even though you hit a plateau you should be thankful that you lost enough weight that you're not walking around without breathing heavy, and that everything else I should have thought to mention but didn't that you should be grateful for. But you know what. Screw it, for today, and for the foreseeable future screw you. I'm disappointed, cause for a moment I thought you were going to make a good day for everyone around here that's gone through crap. But you didn't. So pick up the pieces and move on. And that's what we'll all do. But in the meantime, "F" it, "GD" it, this sucks !!!
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